Just to warn anybody who cares, this blog isn't really insightful or revealtion filled... my my heart is overflowing with pain... so I will let it out here....
Life is just really complicating right now, I feel so scared, even though I try hard to trust in God knowing that he has a plan for my life... However, I just am worried about the outcome of teh situations in my life will be.. from people who love me, who just don't understand what is going on in certain situations, to just having so much going on that makes the situation harder....
I just feel my life is in a whirl wind, everything I couldn't possibly imagine happening to me is happening, it just goes to show how messed up things can be...
I just want to be so close to God right now, except I just feel held back by something... but I just can determin what.... I just really want things to stop... I want things to be different... I wish I could be somewhere else...
I'm just sad and hurt and need God right now.... Help me LORD I pray.
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Hey MJ.
Why don't you give us a call.
We are in the office until Wed. night.
Capt. Lisa
Hey MJ
I happened to come across your blog today. You probably don't remember me I am 14 and I posted on your blog a couple times along time ago and you came to my blog once and a while. But I just wanted to tell you I will be praying for you!
I don't know what your struggles are, but I know that God is with you and sometimes we become closer to God in the hard times. Keep your eyes focused on Him, read His word and pray. Don't let go of Him.
Don't ever let go!
FanofGod
A few songs I had on my heart to post for you...
(Matt Redman)
Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
Your perfect love is casting out fear
And even when I’m caught in the middle of the storms of this life
I won’t turn back
I know You are near
And I will fear no evil
For my God is with me
And if my God is with me
Whom then shall I fear?
Whom then shall I fear?
Chorus:
Oh no, You never let go
Through the calm and through the storm
Oh no, You never let go
In every high and every low
Oh no, You never let go
Lord, You never let go of me
And I can see a light that is coming for the heart that holds on
A glorious light beyond all compare
And there will be an end to these troubles
But until that day comes
We’ll live to know You here on the earth
Chorus:
Yes, I can see a light that is coming for the heart that holds on
And there will be an end to these troubles
But until that day comes
Still I will praise You, still I will praise You
(Chris Tomlin)written by Brenton Brown
Strength will rise as we wait upon the Lord
We will wait upon the Lord
We will wait upon the Lord
Strength will rise as we wait upon the Lord
We will wait upon the Lord
We will wait upon the Lord
Our God, You reign forever
Our hope, our Strong Deliverer
You are the everlasting God
The everlasting God
You do not faint
You won't grow weary
Strength will rise as we wait upon the Lord
We will wait upon the Lord
We will wait upon the Lord
Strength will rise as we wait upon the Lord
We will wait upon the Lord
We will wait upon the Lord
Our God, You reign forever
Our hope, our Strong Deliverer
You are the everlasting God
The everlasting God
You do not faint
You won't grow weary
You're the defender of the weak
You comfort those in need
You lift us up on wings like eagles
Our God, You reign forever
Our hope, our Strong Deliverer
You are the everlasting God
The everlasting God
You do not faint
You won't grow weary
You're the defender of the weak
You comfort those in need
You lift us up on wings like eagles
HE IS THE EVERLASTING GOD!!!!
PRASIE HIM!!
Don't give up Mj, you're strong, God has gifted you with incredible strength and resilience (ability to withstand hardship without injury)!
Trust in Him (but I know you already are)!
God Bless!
Hey MJ
Thanks for posting on my blog!! Come by anytime!! That is cool you remembered me!! haha it's funny I remember you posting a few times which was a WHILE AGO!! LOL And randomly you popped in my head and I was like I wonder if she still has a blog God out you on my heart!! Would love to get to know ya more! God Bless
FanofGod
Hey MJ
You should also check out the blog family haha I am aprt of we love any new people!!
www.ourgodreignsbloggers.blogspot.com
God Bless
we're here. stay strong and don't try to do this all on your own. and i do have a cell phone thats never off and is open for calling at any point of any day.
love you babe
-Ashley
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