Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Deep thoughts and Questions

I feel....too much.
I'm longing for something so much, but I don't think I can have. But I want so deeply. All my thought are about this very thing. If I pray enough can it happen? How do I stop longing for it? How do I know if it is going to happen? How do I let it go if it is not what is planned by God? How do I stop thinking about it, and focus on God? What do you do when this very thing becomes greater than God to you?
How do you know if it is greater than God in your life?
How do you tell someone what you long for, without making things awkward?
How do you find joy in the midst of sorrow?
What is joy? How is it obtained?
What do you do when so many lies and hurts and inside you?
What do you do when you love someone so much and you don't know how to express it more than you already have?
What do you do when you just don't know what to do?
What do you do when you don't remember how to run to God and ask him all these things?
Where do I go?
What do I do?
God Help!
I give my love.

2 comments:

Liz said...

hey girl,
some times i know exactly how you feel!!! there is something in my life i want so bad, that it hurts.
it even makes me want it more then God.
But then i step back ask to be forgiven pray that if it is His will for my life that he will bring it to pass. and if it is not that He would make a way for me to go on and focus on Him.

Anonymous said...

Well.. run to God and he will be there with open arms welcoming you.. nobody can do that for you.. if you don't know how to run to him ask him to teach u... i felt that way for a long time and not till i really asked him for help.. he came through.. you need to believe that he will teach you.. i hope this helps
God bless